02/16/10
Gazing at the stars through the night sky,
Searching for the eyes that showed me how to fly.
I can not recall the way to this place,
Lost in a blur as I followed your pace.
Yet the familiar graze of wind on my hand,
Reminds me exactly where I now stand.
As I prepare myself to soar through the air,
The night sky opens between strands of your hair.
Your face emerges from out of the night
Its beauty revealed wreathed in moonlight
With a gust of wind I jump into space,
As the dream fades away with your final embrace.
02/06/10
I want you to see me. But you can't, can you. You don't.
"Why am I afraid to dance, I who love music and rhythm and grace and song and laughter? Why am I afraid to live, I who love life and the beauty of flesh and the living colors of the earth and sky and sea? Why am I afraid to love, I who love love?"
01/18/10 8:23pm
"I love that feeling. You know, the one you get when you take a deep breath and suddenly everything feels like it’s going to be okay. When you’re hopeless as can be, and life is going nowhere, there’s those moments we have every now and then where we just stop, and we get this feeling, that can’t be described, but you just.. you just feel like everything really is going to be okay. Like the world stopped spinning for a second, and everything was clear. I need more of those moments."
01/16/10 11:53pm
"I dream sometimes about flying. It starts out like I'm running really really fast, like I'm superhuman. And the terrain starts to get really rocky and steep. And then I'm running so fast that my feet aren't even touching the ground and I'm floating. And its like this amazing feeling. I'm free and I'm safe. But then I realize, I'm completely alone." -Summer
12/14/09 5:00pm
it has rained for most of the day
and all the snow has gone away
mist rolls in and covers my sight
there won't be any stars tonight
39 hours and counting without sleep... this is going to be interesting.
I wrote this on 11/19/09 at 1:45am
"Why do I stop myself from crying around people. But as soon as I'm alone I can't seem to stop. Most people see their emotions in music, books, or movies. All I have to do is look outside and see it written on the sky. It's even more fitting tonight when you consider that the wind and rain knocked out the power. thank you nature, you always understand me."
It's now 12/06/09 at 2:30am
It's lightly snowing tonight, but it melts as soon as it hits the ground. And if every snowflake knew it's fate, it would still fall just to show us it's beauty.
It is so satisfying when things go exactly according to plan. It's been happening more and more lately.
I was angry with my friend:
I told my wrath, my wrath did end.
I was angry with my foe:
I told it not, my wrath did grow.
And I watered it in fears
Night and morning with my tears,
And I sunned it with smiles
And with soft deceitful wiles.
And it grew both day and night,
Till it bore an apple bright,
And my foe beheld it shine,
And he knew that it was mine -
And into my garden stole
When the night had veiled the pole;
In the morning, glad, I see
My foe outstretched beneath the tree.
-William Blake
